I went on a minor shopping trip this afternoon. It’s not often I allow myself unlimited time to roam aimlessly, but this afternoon it seemed like the thing to do. I started out at one of my favorite haunts called the Screen Door. An antique mall sort of place with maybe 150 different vendors – basically a lot of stuff, not overwhelming, always inspiring. An added bonus is there’s also a whole side of the building that is an outlet for a book distributor – mostly garden and home and design and cooking – you know, pretty books. All together – translates lots and lots of eye candy.
I scored two sweet little finds. The first, a book that I owned at one time. I gave my copy to a friend, one of the most talented artists I’ve ever met, who was dealing with serious health problems. I gave the book to him without writing down the name or author. I have had it in the back of my head ever since, hoping to come across another copy some day. Well today was my lucky day. It’s called Meditative Spaces by Michael Freeman. This is one of those books where I start to hyperventilate just flipping through the pages … “places solely designed to reinvigorate the mind and spirt are not an indulgence in our fast-paced, stressful world – they are a necessity.” Feast on a few pages …





That last image is a ‘briefcase room’ , a portable meditation space. Oh my, 239 pages of glorious inspiration and half price to boot!
My other find was from a vendor that actually has a spiffy clothing store about an hour from here. I’ve never been there, but like to peruse her website and drool. The shop is called Niche and the owner has a booth at Screen Door where she sells all kinds of miscellaneous stuff from her shop at big discounts. A side note about me and bargains, it doesn’t make much sense, or maybe it does – anyway … I’ll spend three hundred dollars on a pair of shoes (well they’re handmade in Italy for heaven’s sake!), but hate to pay full price for clothing. I’m always on the lookout for BlueFish anything and today I got one! It’s the same vintage as a vest Nina gave me years ago. It’s a jumper in a heavy waffle weave knit in taupe with woven (linen?), block printed pockets. I’m trying to wean myself off boring clothes and incorporate some skirts and jumpers. I’m quite pleased with my find.

I’m feeling so incredibly grateful for these little treasures, but what I’m even more grateful for is my friend Lynne. Lynne and I met in Port Townsend and had just a few months of being best buddies in the same town before she moved back to California. Lynne is my favorite kind of person – WYSIWYG, absolutely straight forward, no b.s. EVER, the whole truth and nothing but the truth and I love her dearly. Now we’re thousands of miles apart, but manage to stay in touch on a pretty regular basis – thank goodness for blogs. A week or so ago, I emailed Lynne for suggestions about changing the energy in my studio and around our house. After a few questions, my answers referring to the jumbo cell phone tower down the street and an all electric house, she had a couple of suggestions and would send help right away.
Yesterday my goodie package arrived. Inside, one of her wonderful muslin paintings (I love the lotus blossom awakening in her 3rd eye) and a miraculous little obsidian orb.

Beneath these treasures was something new to me – orgonite, aka ‘tower busters’ - to help with what is probably massive amounts of EMF energy here on my property and in my neighborhood … a big ol’ haul of the stuff.

Right now it’s outside doing a bit of off-gassing (click the link above to find out more); tomorrow I’ll do some strategic placement around the perimeters of our property and when the resin is fully cured, some strategic placement inside. Interesting stuff … I have no idea what to expect.
Interesting stuff and interesting times. I still feel like I’m hydroplaning. My days are productive, work is getting done, my magazine ad sent off … but I don’t feel fully engaged. That’s why I’m wanting to do some energy shifting.
What I always have to come back to is gratitude. My life is absolutely awash with abundance. Good and bad, challenging people or effortless creation, I am enormously grateful for everything in my life … everything. So many opportunities to learn and grow and continue on this inexorable path towards waking up.
and please know that I am always wishing you …
many blessings – kvk



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11 October 2009 at 10:13 am
caterina giglio
just found you thru Lynne’s blog, wonderful post!
15 October 2009 at 12:22 pm
Kathy Van Kleeck
Caterina – Thank you so much for visiting! Greatly appreciated!
11 October 2009 at 2:58 pm
lynne
first of all i want to say that i’m *so happy* to read that you went out and just goofed off — wandered aimlessly! how restorative that is! i’ve been reading ‘the joy diet’ and ‘play’ is definitely on the menu. we starve without it… (okay, so those are my words)
this book ‘meditative spaces’ has my heart beating fast just looking at these few images. isn’t it something how when we see our heart’s desire our it lets us know…
and the jumper! surely this was a smile from the multiverse…
yes, abundance rains,
it’s washing us…
xo
11 October 2009 at 9:06 pm
mansuetude
Lynne is right, and pretty amazing! I think from what i can feel across the sky here…
play and wandering and joy are part of the aura of creativity.
the child cries in America.
that link is fascinating…. i don’t think there are enough cell towers here cause i keep losing my cell phone but i got it cause i am lost out here… maybe i should get an alligator to show me the way…
copper seems important…
have to learn this stuff but it says Science and Spirituality are the same, or linked… that is so true. They marry each other like that tailed serpent in a circle, only there are multiple circles and we can’t get that yet…
i want that book
i want that book
i click my ruby slippers together
there’s no place like home
i want to build a tree fort..
blessings!
Clean energy can be prayed for too! Call for it.
12 October 2009 at 2:04 am
lynne
m. clicking her ruby slippers! i must go put mine on! do you have yours on?
: )
xoxo
12 October 2009 at 11:59 am
mansuetude
ohhh do you take yours off? I didn’t know that was possible
unless a witch drops a house on your head!
Mine don’t want anybody else wearing them!
blessings. ruby red!
ps/// on Authentic, as a word; what i thought today was, its just so obviously authentic, hand made with heart that i wondered why you had to say it i think…
if that makes sense.
15 October 2009 at 12:39 pm
Kathy Van Kleeck
My ruby slippers are suede and not at all winterized – must work on that…
re: authentic … I know that stating what seems obvious to us might be a questionable choice. One thing I’ve learned in my INFJ (2% of the population) life is that most people don’t see things the way I see things. The young woman in the ad dept. said, “Wo … pretty!” The grand experiment continues.
Uroboros? the circular serpent?
science … religion … spirituality … physics – seems to me different aspects of the same thing. I think there’s a huge movement towards realignment. An intense bubbling beneath the crusty outer layer, coalescing, subversive, full of positive intent.
I Love You guys!
with gratitude and many blessings …
p.s. most TB’s have been placed – I can feel the energy is already changing
16 October 2009 at 7:10 pm
mansuetude
LOL about your rubies…
great response!
love suede shoes
.
you r so right about perception
that’s why i said you could throw fruit.
.
big blessings
16 October 2009 at 9:03 pm
lynne
that m.’s so damn smart! she keeps hers on all the while!!! maybe i was saving mine for something – i don’t know… ; )
xxxooo
16 October 2009 at 10:31 pm
Kathy Van Kleeck
have to admit – I only haul mine out when I’m feeling particularly bold. I feel like I’m walking down the street with giant arrows pointing at my feet or that I just stepped out of the Yellow Submarine. Red suede Cydwoqs are anything but subtle … but they were such a deal and my size and practically brand new … how could I not!!!
still not flinging any fruit – so there! I sprak in your general direction and that’s as far as I go! titter titter
huggles
xxoo
17 October 2009 at 4:18 pm
Cindy
I’ve been wanting to say how much all of this post resonates with me. I put it off because I haven’t felt very eloquent lately, and didn’t want to write if I didn’t have anything worthwhile to say, lol. Now I am getting lost in the comment stream!
Anyway, I do want to say something about not feeling fully engaged. This has been an issue for me for quite awhile. I don’t know what it means for you, but I feel as if there’s something under the surface in my emotional life that wants to come up, but I don’t quite know what to do with it, so I think this keeps me feeling off balance. I’m working on it, reading Pema Chodron’s Taking the Leap, among other things. You say that you’ve been moving a lot, so possibly there are feelings about these moves that have had to be pushed aside, and now that you are ‘home’ maybe they want to be acknowledged and digested. Again…this may be just me, since a person’s blog only gives pieces of life, not the whole story, but sometimes it inspires me to share something without really knowing why!
I love the idea of the orgonite patties. Hope they have a good effect for you.
Looking forward to reading more from you, so much inspiration! Have you ever thought about teaching workshops?
20 October 2009 at 12:32 pm
Kathy Van Kleeck
Cindy -Thank you so much for your thoughtful response!
Each of our moves have provided unique challenges – it just takes time to sort through and find the lessons that are presented. We got spoiled on our last move – so effortless and immediate. Lately, I’m definitely feeling a shift – an opening – a crack in what has felt like an impenetrable crust over my normally keen intuition. Definitely a shift …
I’m easing back into a meditation practice and starting to work on ‘me first’ – I need to be centered and awake to really move my shift into high gear.
As for teaching – I taught PMC and mixed media workshops for 6 or 7 years. I’m think I’m pretty much done with that part of my life.
Sending blessings and wishing you all good things on your own quest.
23 October 2009 at 10:41 pm
Cindy
Thank you Kathy.
The issue of home is such a layered and complex one. I guess it has a lot to do with a feeling of connectedness, and maybe that just changes over time so that we have to be continually seeking what it means for ourselves at different stages of life. I do find, as you said, that it has a lot to do with being connected to our intuition, and I think I know what you mean by that thick crust. I’m feeling my own openings lately as well. It’s been a long trek in the wilderness, and I’m staying as alert as I can to not let it slip away.
I love your description of your California home in the current post. I hope you find what you’re looking for! I do believe that we only need to connect inwardly and then life falls into place…just sometimes that reconnecting takes a lot or work!
I am thinking about those Ornament magazines….it’s very tempting, but I’m not clear about whether they’re something that I need or not. Keep us updated on that if you don’t mind.
Thanks for offering them.
Cindy
26 October 2009 at 5:23 pm
Kathy Van Kleeck
Cindy – It seems like all we can do is work towards staying awake and keep moving forward, trusting in the inherent good that surrounds us. Right now, I’m trying to let go of my goal driven ways and transition to being powered by joy.
Thanks for the astrology link – really interesting stuff!
blessings – kvk
23 October 2009 at 11:23 pm
Cindy
and a p.s….
I just read this and think it’s very applicable to this subject of transitions and awakenings and things to come…
http://www.aquariuspapers.com/astrology/2009/10/astrology-in-october-november-december-2009—standing-on-the-threshold-of-saturn-in-libra.html
and “reconnecting takes a lot *of* work” is what I meant to say, lol.